Friday, August 22, 2008

Things occasionally go WRONG.

i dun know why i start to feel depressed again, in this beloved summer.all those despair,frustration and tiredness make me breathless.it is not because of S.A.D.sry to me,i should not let myself swallowed and drown.sry to mom,pls dun worry.it has been raining for the past few days,but i have lost the courage to run in the rain.i have lost me.tat strong-minded child, she's gone.pls forgive me,Lucky,i was the one who was not keeping the promise.dear Shirly,if u can remember,pls do tell me what person i used to be.i cannot find myself.is it i that buried myself alive?everything is so blurred.i need a BREAK,even though it is right at the start of this new semester.i wanna run away,to the end of the world,to some isolated place.i wanna walk,till all my strength is used up.i wanna cry,like a baby.i wanna hide,so tat nobody finds me.

 

mom is always right,i can never control my emotions.i dun think i can do tat no matter how hard i try.

 

BE STRONG!

 

sry tat i put these in my blog.i know a lot of people will read it.i will be fine.everything's gonna be all right.

4 comments:

  1. wish you all the best.

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  2. If you really cannot, why not give up as LX did? Sometimes it's the better choice.

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  3. there must be something wrong with you. otherwise, you will not have such feelings. I am really glad to help if you have a need.

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  4. 其實。大家都站在同樣的境地。至少我們。
    每個人的生活背後都是不爲人知的深淵。
    我們要學會忍耐。
    說一切都會過去 這樣的話是垃圾。但是。時間讓人成長。
    加油!我會陪你吃早餐和supper的哈哈!

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